This book is filled with the various twists and turns of Natalie’s struggle with multiple eating disorders, and the anxiety and depression that came with them. She documents her journey which began with lies that lodged in her heart and mind from an early age, nearly killing her. As she fights for her life, her family and her career as a musician play a part in the battle. She shares with transparency and brutal honesty the many personal struggles, thoughts and ugly encounters on the road to her eventual recovery. Her story is one of redemption, insights and hope for anyone dealing with addiction, and for the family and friends who love them.